Inspired by photos on here I was just fascinated by, I thought I'd share a few photos of my brain when my aneurysm was found by chance and then a photo of it post surgery.
I had no symptoms from the aneurysm (22mm x 14mm) so was very lucky it was found while I was having my tinnitus investigated (I still have tinnitus). And I am hugely grateful for the surgery. Goodness knows how my aneurysm got to that size without rupturing. The pictures come from a CD with countless images on. They reassure me that the thing was clipped and they explain to me the bumps and dents and dings on my head and the caved in bit on my left temple/forehead. A big operation that took 9 and a half hours and the surgeon described as "massive and difficult". The surgery obviously left me with issues, cognitive function issues for starters. Three years later I am obviously better than I was, but not the same person I was before. A stroke last August (apparently unrelated to surgery) has set me back a fair bit. I do my best to appear "normal", but it takes a lot of effort and fatigue is a big thing. I blank out, my speech goes. Concentration takes a lot of effort.
I've just been served with 12 weeks notice from the job I've been in for nearly 34 years. This is dismissal on account of my ill-health. I had 2 years off after the brain surgery. Went back for a year and ended up having the stroke while actually there one very busy bank holiday Saturday. Been off since then. Again, trying to get back to the old me.
As advised by work, I was told to apply for ESA, but was rejected. Applied for PIP after the brain surgery and was rejected and more recently applied this year after the stroke. Rejected again. I'm working up the energy to appeal this time.
The 12 weeks notice with full pay (part-time worker) is giving me a bit of comfort while I try to get Medical Retirement from work. I was rejected for that before, but I will give it one more go. Declared as Unfit for Work for the foreseeable, but the pension side say one has to be Unfit for Work Permanently. I have no idea really how I will be in the future, but if I'm incapable of doing the work I've loved and done for over 30 years, what new job can I expect to be capable of?
Anyway. Enough musing and rambling for now. I shall try to attach some photies.
Edited to add: This will only let me attach one photo so this is showing the aneurysm.