the worse thing that could happen has my kids are moveing i have tried to keep them this house need some cat nice support i feel dead

[eddstjohnoneday]

I wanted her to move back into house and I get a flat .but again she has destroys

me when ive just found out my kids are in 20 boy and girl .a removal van comeing Monday

why wouldn't she wait till my headway and brain injury manager got me a flat she's the one who had affair and walked out on her kids .i was dealing with horrific death of my mum i had brain damage but didn't get a scan well i didn't no i had it i kept on going dizzy like i was passing out ive got it written down coz my angel mum said its probably stress love

ex partner so now she's f****d me again but not my kids they are getting headackes

and are very sad . but i tried and tried to get a flat for my kids and let there mother move back that was the deal .and now ive got a big removal van comeing ill take the blame again .what am i going to do i feel like ive had a nother trauma i cant write anymore im

ive lost everything again i havnt done nothing but the best i could for my kids hence they have good jobs . you no i cant cry since bi i can feel i need to but cant im a good man and

i feel numb im letting her have my dog as well well my kids . but hey life like that for us my friends . so i don't no what to do .i just and have always done my best for my kids .

my emotions are unbelievable . there's so much more i want to say but cant .brain fog now

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[Ghost-on-point]

Sorry for your multiple trauma. Atleast your kids are of age & doing well.

Takecare of yourself for you and your kids sake . Take little steps thru this stormy episode of life. You'll get thru it.

[eddstjohnoneday in reply to Ghost-on-point]

thx my freind

[CH56Twin]

Oh Eddie life throws crap at us so often and you are getting it in bucket loads. So sad for you. I am thinking of you and have sent a quick prayer off for you. I do not know what to say. You will be in my thoughts and I am sending you as much support as I can as you so very often do for other members of this community. And yes yes yes you are a good man.

Please take care of you.

Clare

[eddstjohnoneday in reply to CH56Twin]

thanks Clare really what I needed .you are special Clare what a beautiful words

thanks Clare x eddie

[eddstjohnoneday]

thanks you are so wise eddie