hi im getting for a while I think like theirs a fly on my calf and I look down and theirs not then my face goes dead hot and im also finding

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like it feels ive got no legs and when I pee it takes ages to wee and I drink 8 pints of water a day you when your dieng for a pee its like no signal saying wee and its happens more and more so ive timed it 5 minutes pints want to come out help

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If you are struggling to wee, go and get your prostate checked and, Eddie, you MUST stop taking the cannabis, it is going to make you so mentally ill. We don't want to see you having more problems.

Good luck

[eddstjohnoneday in reply to Hidden]

ive had it tested love and a really appreciate your reply my friend the cbd oil or cannabis ive done so much better to stop my pain better than any painkillers I have takeing in 20 years I need to put my medical new and old up on site here are some fibromyalgia Osteoarthritis Thrombosis fatigue whole nervous system damaged sponndylosis slipped discs a bony island its called on mri thatis active

as if I press my hip its swelled like I can feel it being there over 3 years hypertrophy throughout lumber spine hole in spine lump on spine my bi memory emotions that's all confirmed on mri high blood pressure and about 150 medication a week . and more love . and I except it as well as my bi all other are degenerate so . for me not anyone else . it stops all nerve muscle s that

are as bad as bad toothache all day every day 24/7 chronic and its the onlything that works for me . I remember things I have no pain don't have to throw medication . in me which well 19 years ive been on them as we no eventually

destroy organs . my fatigue I can do a bit more my mum and dad deaths not I had bi didn't no couldn't cry and I spoke to them everyday I don't want to go into that but when they finally Mri me id been saying im going dizzy like im passing out .and it was getting worsening and didn't even no why I was writing everything down my life is 17 years of stress caused by I cant say .

so if im on cbd oil or try cannabis . it also makes deleted old memory pop up

like the best one I don't no what I said on the phone last ever call to my mum before her death .I cant remember what I said to social headway staff this morning but cbd cannabis based . made it just pop up in brain mum I love you be home next week to look after you .are thx love . no this who would want me to stop . I need to do more build my strength for later years as I no what im going to be in a badway but except it . and the top consultant pain manager said to me on tape coz I forget what they say as I walk out he said eddie I don't no how you get through day to day im not going to sedate me with medication

realy strong sedate me numb me he said basically your life would be even worse on the meds id have to give you . morphine I would as we no only works a bit then you higher it to the pointits going to end my life . so my friend im in a major battle ill never win but if I can take all pain away for me well you decide my friend im talking from the heart and I don't lie all I want is to do my best for others and my kids while I can . my heart bleeds my emotional damage but im positive . and will not be broken because you cant up constant pain torture that's what its like 24/7. I hope you understand my friend love eddie xx