my post to Vicky explained sorry

[eddstjohnoneday]

sorry everyone .I no how it looks when I said forced 4 wraps I meant like

plain tortilla wraps.i havnt eaten for 4 days my bi just wont let me I no I shouldn't

of said force fed .im sorry it just means im eating when I cant don't feel hungry and I promised lovely Vicky id eat . and did . I always drink at least 8 pints of water everyday.

Vicky on the helpline .I no how it must look . thx for your concern and replies .

I got up and seen and spoke to Vicky on helpline . I was scared to log in I thought oh my god

what have I wrote . im just in horrific pain everymucle and back and joints and I just feel

sick with pain .and ive been having really bad days . but you my friends have made me feel loved like you care which has helped .me a lot . x eddie

[StrawberryCream]

Pleased to hear you are ok. Thanks for explaining what you meant.

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This hot weather is really bad for aches and pains and it is hard to feel hungry when the temperature is so high. However, you absolutely must eat to keep yourself healthy, but eating 4 wraps at once is going the other way. If you find it hard to have a meal, eat little snacks, every few hours. That is a much better way. It doesn't have to be anything huge, are you able to cope with things like scrambled eggs on toast, a bowl of cereal, rice pudding. All things that are easy to eat but will keep you healthy.

Take care, Eddie.

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Gosh those suggestions sound a bit gourmet to me! A lot easier and good for blood sugar levels and the like is to have an apple and some cheese- why makes things more difficult than they need be?

[cat3]

Thanks for coming back to explain Eddie. Can you tell us whether you live alone and if you have support from family or friends ? xx

[eddstjohnoneday in reply to cat3]

I have you cat site headway helpline and a good brain case manager I live with my son and daughter and my jack Russell and .my ex partner had affair and left to live with him now she's poisoning

kids with lies and want to move back in to house and im getting a flat .dave my case manager he's heart of gold you no he was off work really bad I didn't no and phoned him really bad flue he sounded terrible but you no he still phoned me he s special .

he is there for me anytime that's what he always tells me . like I go and see my doctor next week I cant go by myself ive had a freid neighbour who use to take me and wait

in car or my daughter would but they are so buzy. so I told him yesterday .ive doctors next week and said dave I cant go by myself. and have no one to come with me ,

straight away dave said eddie that's what im here for you he goes all to see bi sufferers

all day at their homes I said dave your buzy doing that all day . so I respect him

and said dave you do enough I didn't want to ask you .and he said eddie ill take you no problem . he said eddie ill always be there for you and all my patients . never think you cant phone me you phone me for anything I can do for you he fills forms in for me

heart of gold he is cat .takes forms to anywhere for me . so and when I get my flat heal

do everything for me so I have no worries in moving and when I get my flat all I want to do is help others as much az I can .xx

[steve55]

eddieeb im married my wife goes to work, phones me and listens to me eating my breakfast, she knows what it is because shes left it for me, then its meds.

then shell call me at lunch time and listen to me eat my lunch, she has to to these things or i forget to do them.

[jacs17]

I don't eat in weeks then collapse as my body doesn't get hungry ,im happy you have others to help you an remind you to eat,i just be sick an throw up as I have to try remember myself.So all the things im doing our alone an im so tired of it all an to sore,Kept not wanting to be a statistic,that I completely zonked myself,Theres no light at the end no more just strife,