Every night I go to bed I think about death, for me. I'm not depressed. I was ready to sleep tonight when the sudden urge to get a knife to cut my throat and wrists came over me. Is this normal for us bi people. The thing that stops me is my dog and cats. What would happen to them. Never mind my family that doesn't come into it. Until my animals are guaranteed safety I can't do anything. Does any one else feel the same or is it just me ???????