I had a brain injury back in 2001, I spent many years doing rehabilitation and then trying to deal with the symptoms I was left with. After meeting my now wife I have now been able to get things diagnosed and things put in place (eg medication, copy strategys). I now found a job that I can do that I really enjoy, but I have one problem.
I know I hide behind humour to try and cover my anxiety and insecurity. The problem is that I don't know I am doing it half the time. It makes me look like an idiot and when I think back after what I have said I just feel ashamed. I try to keep an eye on it but it's hard when you don't realise your doing it or even why. Then it's not help that when questioned why you did it and you say you don't know they think even worse of you.
Sorry for going on but just need to figure out who I am now.