I never have imagined that having hydrocephalus would get me to the state I am in at present. I am very much alone. I have but one person that will understand me on the phone because my family thinks I complain to much. They do not have my condition and do not know what it is like. Focusing on a certain thought is becoming harder for me. I have a seizure disorder and take many pills which interfere with my thinking and focusing. I am being told 'why can you not remember for 2 minutes?" I get so flustered that I do not know how to answer that when it is asked. To much emotional pain to bear at the moment. I guess it is good to let everything out whether it be in words or in tears.
Thank God I have this to just talk about what is going on inside me.