Yes, I am. Nothing and easy to anyone else but for me it's big. I drove into the BIG town ( I call it a city) today = first time on a normal week day and I did it OK! PLUS: although I took some wrong turnings and got a bit lost = I found my way!!!
Yeah, I know, not a mega achievement (but sort of is to ME) but I was SO dreading it, scared and stressed and kept putting it off coz already felt so exhausted, depressed, dreadful and bowed down with so MANY tasks must try complete.
Walked quite a lot (had to) and hurting a bit plus was still hurting from too much walking 2 (?) weeks ago = NOT good for me but can, must, do. Lucky I can others can't.
Exhausted when got home but PROUD = climbed over another hurdle but LOADS still must try do.
I think VERY hard for anyone else to believe how I had to then write/try plan sequence to follow on from that = changing number plates and insurance to try get car legal here in France. Mad how MY possession AND disability tool (my independence) is taxed at such a high cost and takes SO much effort, forms, trips and fretting/anxiety/stress when my time and energy are already so limited and stress is already killing me = feels like.
But just wanted to post this coz I moan SO often, sorry.
PLUS = the sun's out, the lizards, ants and butterflies are back and the sea was the most beautiful turquoise = PHEW, winter over and wow does the sun and nature help!
But sad: very tired now = must stay in and rest, can feel myself (think I AM learning!!!) 'going'. PLUS am getting tiny bit better at snacking when start to feel tired/hungry and found some cereal bars that do the trick together with my trusty flavoured milk cartons. Others say shouldn't have sugar but I KNOW I need it, my brain when pushed (and broken so uses more energy) uses up loads of calories I think and I get very cold shaky and MUST eat.
WOW = a GOOD day, think I'm learning, FINALLY (again), at least some of it. Maybe each time I learn/forget a bit more of it will stay? Here's hoping...