Hi here is a update on my dad last week he had a tracheomstomy done so that is ventilater could be put on there which was a good step, he is trying to talk but can't so we have to lip read at the moment.
The first time that he had is eyes open for a long time on Monday I could see that he was getting very upset and had tears in is eyes, that was a shock to me seeing my dad upset he has always been a big strong person who does not show if he is upset in front of us.
The hospital are taking him of is ventilater bit by bit so that he starts to breath on is own there are so many steps to go yet and its a step into the unknown.
Tonight was the first time that she went to see dad on her own and he said he was coming home with her and then said he was not going to come home at all which upset her, I know he is going to say things that hurt and upset us all in some way we just have to remember that he does not mean to do it and that he still loves all of us.
Thanks to everyone that reads this it means a lot to me that I can just write down anything and everything that I feel.