Five months ago I acquired a BI and my partner has been by my side through it all every single minute. I felt so blessed until I thought I heard him say to my dad how he doesn't love me but can't just stop caring for me. To which I thought I heard my dad say not now or something along those lines and i always hoped that I had misheard them. Until last night and we talked and apparently he hasn't loved me for a long time before I got I'll. I knew this apparently. All the promises were just ploys. He doesn't want me but he wants to keep looking after me. I love him so much I can't just be his pity project. I can't understand because I don't remember. I'm so lost. I must be I don't talk about things like this I was stronger 😢
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