I had a visit to the GP this week, just routine no major problems. I found it very comforting,
He was pleased to see me, he said I was doing so well. He saw a big improvement since last time I went, I'm not struggling to find the right words so much. He said I must be doing all the right things and not to be so hard on myself. If I don't feel able to do something not to worry, it'll happen just not that day.
So a good message for all of us, it's that patience and time thing isn't it?
He did say to keep on trying, " use it or lose it" .
He finished the consultation with "Well done"
It means a lot to hear comments like that, so I'll keep on with the jigsaws and paint by numbers, the sudoku scandal knitting, and I'll look at the lacemaking and marquetry that I used to do, see if I can resurrect those skills.
I make jewellery now too even if there's lots of near cursing cos my fingers struggle with the fine work, I've made some lovely presents, makes me feel I'm being productive.
So, all is looking good at the moment I have an appointment at the hospital in August, to see if they can explain this feeling of pressure in myhead, but if not, I've lived with it for 3 years, if it doesn't get any worse, I can carry on living with it, I really feel positive about the rest of my life at the moment, as Cat says its acceptance. It comes and goes with me, I'll try to make sure it stays xxxx
Best wishes to you all.