You ever ask yourself that?
I mean there I was, 20 years old at university just with some friends and BOOM. The chances of having an AVM in the brain is so slim (something like <1%) and the chances of it bursting when your 20 are pretty small as well.
Then epilepsy, my god, is just horrible. Every 5 seconds I have little feelings that make me think I might have a seizure, and for a long time I thought they meant my AVM was about to burst again.
My vision to the right still hasn't returned, and it's just so difficult to watch my friends fly by into careers and the like.
These are pointless things to feel; they're counter productive and only hinder my progress, but it just hurts so damn much some times.
What I would give to go back.