This may seem a strange question but after living with a ABI for nearly 16 years I still get frustrated at different symptoms I keep getting. Well here goes .....although everyday things seem to have settled down and life seems good I just dont feel relieved or excited at upcoming events , no matter how good they are. I know its not depression ( boy do I know what thats like) . But I just feel blank, I managed christmas and the new year without feeling happy or even sad about events. Is it because I have finally got to grips with all my other problems that I now notice this ? It seems a trivial thing but it just feels strange, any insight or explanation that anyone has on this would be greatly welcome.