3 months on.......

[shellsbelle]

and look at me at the front of a 20000 strong crowd at cropredy festival watching Alice Cooper was amazing I have never done anything like that before its amazing how thinking your going to die changes you ive decided im going to live and not wallow of course i have bad days but i enjoy the good days even more

[cat3]

It reminds me of the time when I was afraid, almost, to leave the house because of panic attacks. But I'd promised my son, years earlier, that if Michael Jackson ever had a concert here we'd go. Pretty bad timing as my incapacity coincided with MJ's coming to Leeds. Anyway, like you I'd do anything for my kids, so I hired a car, and with heart racing, drove over to Leeds really dreading the massive crowds........but before I knew what was happening........like you I was in the midst of thousands of people. And it wasn't in the least threatening.......I never felt such a feeling of 'belonging' .....before or since.

It's a fantastic feeling to achieve something so far outside your comfort-zone so I just wanted to let you know, Michelle, that I think I really do know how you feel. Well done girl !! xx

[shellsbelle]

Thank you I'm suffering now tho 3 hours waiting for him then 2 hour show 3nights camping 33 hors sitting on a field watching different music walking round shopping was all so worth it the kids enjoyed it too and I got to spend time with my brothers, sister and dad

[cat3]

It's great to hear how you've 'risen from the ashes' over the past couple of months.

Suffering from too much enjoyment beats suffering from depression doesn't it ? Once again, Michelle, well done............and I love the way you include your kids in everything. x

[shellsbelle]

they are what keeps me going i wouldnt do anything without them well apart from going to the front to see alice cooper lol