So things have moved along, I am attending my local headway, I am still having mobility issues and head pain, I have reduced my medication though, I am looking for part time work but my mobility is the issue I am dealing with, my low moods are still present and the only major thing in depression is urges to jump out of a moving car on a motor way - weird I know. I still have moments in the house when I am alone when I feel I am going to die, my sleep pattern is up and down, sometimes great, sometimes not. I am trying to get my car licence back now, my relationship is stronger than ever, sex drive has increased ten fold on the good side, the bad side, so has my smoking. I have lost a great deal of weight and it still keeps falling off as I forget to eat at times, my memory stinks on the short and long term, I can loose days, my finances are a little better and I have decided to close my recruitment agency business at the end of this year. I get lower back pain also but maybe this is walking with a stick. Fatigue still hits me hard and I can see a future now.
In 4 days time it will be my 6th month anniversary since the SAH.
So that is me, how is everyone else doing.