Son graduation is Friday I'm scared ill miss another one 😢

[ToesKnees]

This would be the second graduation I miss if I can't sine home make it out of bed 😩. My faimly will be extremely disappointed as will he I'm sure 😔 do far I miss put on his baseball games and karate and every vacation since he was born. I don't see a reason to be here anymore he loves me I know but he deserves more and I'm not sure I'll ever be better. I am going on 4 years now and have only gotten worse. I just recently started with a neuropsychiatrist that sounds careing and fighting to move fiward to find the right help fir FND. I think I just haven't excepted it can be this bad both mentally and physically. It all started after a few spinal surgeries and Disscontinued effexor xr after 22 years if use. This is my rant today I love you all and understand the most severe struggles.

[ToesKnees]

Legs tingling, crawling, fasticulations, burn, cramp, my ankles feel to week to support normal walk and my knees are weaker this is all very painful and I'm not even leaving the bed much 😑. I just hope this neuropsychiatric doctor will locate the help I need before I end up losing my faimly.

[tabey]

I 100% fill your pain and Frustration as i missed alot of my daugthers school events and i felt awful and i was looked down apon by members of my famaily but my daugther understood.We must not beat ourselfs up on something which is out of our control like FND we do not choose to have this and its not our thought it is a long term Neurological condition some people can inprove some do not.

I hope this helps i hope you can make it or if not alot of these things are streamed online these days not the same but youay beable to watch it

Best wishes

Tabe

[tabey in reply to tabey]

*fault 'sorry my bad'

[ToesKnees in reply to tabey]

I made his graduation ❤️ 🫂 🤗

[tabey in reply to ToesKnees]

That is awesome news i hope you all had a great days glad we could score another win against Fnd it does not define us just makes life a strange ride

[ToesKnees in reply to tabey]

Thank you for your kind reply 🙏