Today I did hometest. It was definitely negative, no faint line at all, pure white under the control line which is dark red.
I believe that the embryo failed again. I am too frustrated. I can't even cry. I am 39 and it has been urging to get pregnant, not only because of my age, but also because of the surgeries I need to have which will make me infertile afterwards.
I am just feeling pissed off. Today I returned to my normal exercise routine, which I avoided since the transfer.
We have only 1 embryo left in the clinic 💔