Update: it’s all over

Update: third hcg levels on 190, so not doubling in 72 hours.

Devastated. That’s the end for us. No more attempts

Tomorrow I have my second BT to see if the very low initial hcg has doubled.

If not, that’s it for us - this was our last attempt before we move away from it all.

I was so hoping that I would hear (just for once), that the first results are normal - but nope, it’s the familiar constant guessing game with the knowing that chances are very slim.

With hcg at just 52 9dp5dt, I know that the law of probability is against me. Tomorrow can’t come soon enough

[-noodles-]

Sending love & positive vibes your way✨💜

[Hidden in reply to -noodles-]

thank you 😌

[Aame7800]

Thinking of you and hope this is your time 💗 xx

[Kitkat10]

Good luck, thinking of you 🍀 x

[AMJean]

Got everything crossed for you. Sending love x

[Kmcdon]

Sending love and really hoping it’s positive news. Xx

[KiboXX]

Oh lovely, really hope you have good news tomorrow.

Just to send you a ray of hope, my beta was 86 at 11dp5dt, so would have likely been lower than yours at 9dp. He’s now 7 months old.

Got everything crossed that’s it a nice strong double for you and this is the one 💫♥️ xxx

[Hidden]

second beta - 97! (Almost doubled). Still lower than they would like.

Another test on Tuesday…. But for now, the little bean is still clinging on.

[-noodles- in reply to Hidden]

Keep clinging wee bean! 🙏🏻✨

[Hidden in reply to -noodles-]

thank you 🥰

It will never cease to amaze me how the ivf process is just moving on from one worry to the next… it’s so difficult to just take a moment to feel joy. I’m relieved it’s not over, but now the next few days will be filled with more anxiety.

For now, I’ll enjoy New Years. Hope all is well with you

[-noodles- in reply to Hidden]

I know exactly what you mean.

I was so obsessed with one day seeing that all important positive pregnancy test - I never imagined the constant worry that follows! Last 2 weeks have been a haze of doubt & paranoia.

I’m tiptoeing to viability scan 5 Jan, after that I guess it’ll be more worry until we reach each milestone!

You’re doing wonderful. Just take one day at a time💜🙏🏻

Remember you’re in good company!😘

[pinklad in reply to Hidden]

Never look back and enjoy your New year, all is well he/she is here to stay. Well, you are a strong person my transfer is the same as yours new year's day is my 11dp5dt but afraid to do tests and have cramps, when I walk a short distance I will feel tired and have sore boobs.

Good luck on Tuesday.

[KediT]

hang in there it is not over yet. Sending you lots of love & light.

[XOXO13]

Thinking of you 🤞🏻

[LaraCRGH]

All the very best of luck, what's meant to be will be xx

[Hidden]

sending my best to you both.x

[Sparklylife]

Wishing you all the best for Tuesday! 🧡🥰🤞 Got everything crossed for you!

[Dinobaby05]

Wishing you all the best. Will be thinking of you Tuesday. 💕🤞🏻

[Miracle43]

Good luck x

[Kmcdon]

great news. Sending lots of love for Tuesday. I’ve got a good feeling. Xx

[AuroraXen]

Yay! Still going 🥰 Which means there is still every reason to hope. The waiting is awful but hang in there xx

[Hidden]

update: it’s all over for us, hcg on 190 today so longer than 72 hours to double. Suspect I’ll be in for the same as last time - slow rising and hoping it passes on its own.

I knew the chance was very slim, but was hoping for a little miracle for our last attempt at a family. Not to be.

Best of luck to everyone trying to get their success story ❤️

[JadeH92 in reply to Hidden]

I just stumbled across your post because my clinic aren't increasing my progesterone until after the transfer. I just wanted to say I am s9 sorry 😔. Sending you lots of love 💕

[Hidden in reply to JadeH92]

thank you and best of luck for your transfer