This forum has been a life saver although I have not posted a lot, I have read with interest everyone’s posts and someone has always kindly advised whenever I have had a question.
I hope this gives others hope as well, I always found it reassuring when birth announcements were made, they fed my hope.
I can’t even still believe after 4 weeks that I am writing this post, that I am actually a mum now, I hoped but didn’t dare to believe.
My journey after 1 failed fresh transfer and 4 failed frozen transfers with donor eggs through a Spanish clinic (I am 49 next month)) we gambled on a our last two embryos for a final roll of the dice and gave birth two twins (girl/boy) last month after a pregnancy spent on tenterhooks, thinking that at any time it would be snatch from me but thank the angels they arrived safe and healthy. I still look at them now and I burst into tears of pure happiness 😊.
Miracles do happen, don’t lose hope, it has been the hardest and longest journey of my life but would do it a thousand times again for them to be here next to me.
I wish everyone the best in their journey, stay strong and believe. Thank you for all the valuable advice.