Anxiety,nervous and furious all at once😰

[Star3129]

Hope all are doing good

My last failed cycle was in june this year and since then it has left me really nervous and got me into reading every detail of every possible treatment or any drug you lovely girls mention when you are sharing your experiences.

I am scheduled to have my transfer with DE this month soon so fingers crossed that this month brings all good news and joy in our life.

As the time approaches i am getting very nervous, sad ,grateful as we are closer to our dream(baby). Is it normal to feel like that? Does this happen to anyone or is it just me.

[Gempuddleduck]

Hiya, I remember feeling exactly like this. We did 5 failed fresh rounds with my own eggs and as it approached using donor I was absolutely terrified that it wouldn’t work and was so overwhelmed with the whole thing.

It worked first go and we have 2 normal PGTA tested embryos in the freezer. I’m 23 weeks today.

We go through so much on this journey - I think it’s only normal to go through every emotion there is!!

Sending you so much love and luck. Stay positive, it will happen xx 🍀💕

[Star3129 in reply to Gempuddleduck]

Congratulations love what a lovely thing to hear,just what i wanted. I have done 5 transfers now and this whole process is overwhelming.

Hey i checked with my clinic on Pgt done on donor and they just refused saying it is not needed when using donor.

Were you keen on the testing or was it the clinic which suggested.

[Gempuddleduck in reply to Star3129]

We did push for it as I didn’t want to risk any problems as we had gone through a TFMR last year.

Your clinic probably has a high success rate using DE and doesn’t see the need. Sounds like they know what they’re doing. It was my PTSD that meant I couldn’t not get them tested.

Xxx

[Star3129 in reply to Gempuddleduck]

That could be the reason just hope everything goes all well and smooth🤞as my anxiety increases

[Purple276]

hi Star,

It is totally natural to have so many mixed feelings when so much is invested into each round and transfer. I find I try and be calm and hopeful but does mean when it doesnt work my whole world comes crashing down!

Sometimes stepping away from forums to get youself in the best headspace you can but I also find it so helpful to have support from people who are going through the same experience.

I have my scan next Friday to check lining then transfer using DE the following week probably so also feeling a little nervous about what might happen so we could be 2ww together buddies!

Hopeful this is the one for you xx

[Star3129 in reply to Purple276]

Hey my scan is next saturday and they are going to prepare the lining and hopefully transfer also to happen soon though they haven't given me any date as such.

We are going to be 2ww buddies.Have they given you some extras to prepare your lining/uterus or are did they mention.

Keep me posted about your next move so we can stay connected.

[Purple276 in reply to Star3129]

Excellent, yes will definitely keep in touch. My clinic give a date for transfer in the afternoon after scan and then will also get details of when to start progestone. Hope your scan goes well on Saturday 😊