Cancelled Transfer

[RnBMamma]

I'm 44 just completed and failed our 4th round of IVF, I was at the accupuntureist this morning thought I'd go all out but I got the call,cancelled, now back in 2011 I had my right ovary removed before we started IVF in 2021 I had my felopium tube also removed, now lady luck for some reason decided that on the 4th IVF cycle the right missing ovary decided to produce 2 fociles miracle or what! the left side working produced 3 I only ever have 4 eggs, SO how excited were we that we have miracle eggs!BUT only one fertilised and on the day of transfer it got cancelled it stopped growing.

I have eaten oysters,brie and got a glass of wine today and feeling so alone.

I feel so cheated and let down by my body IVF is hard enough I am a dreamer and want to do the whole " I'm pregant" with my partner but can't and now I cant even get a egg to fertilise.

anyone carried on to the 5th?I live in Australia and from UK thinking I go to Europe anyone else had failures and then miracle abroad?

sorry for the rambling I have no one to talk to as we keep this secret now x

[Hoping20]

Hi there, I am so sorry you are going through this. I have no advice I’m afraid, as I recently had a failed cycle (4th egg collection) where we did not manage to get any eggs to fertilise. I know how alone you must be feeling right now. Try to take extra care and be kind to yourself. And give yourself time to grieve. Thinking of you today x

[RnBMamma in reply to Hoping20]

Thank you for taking the time to reply x sending love and virtual hugs x 🥰

[Orangeflowers]

Sorry to hear this round hadn't worked for you. I've had really poor fertilisation before but improved with ICSI. Maybe try that if you haven't already...x

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

Hi RnBMamma. How heart breaking. I can only think of ICSI if not already tried. Speak to your embryologist. Thinking of you. Diane