I'd rather not know if it's a negative, which I'm 99% sure it will be. I'd rather live in this little bubble with 1% of hope how stupid can you get? Super emotional today. This is so hard π
OTD tomorrow ... too scared to test π - Fertility Network UK
OTD tomorrow ... too scared to test π
Not stupid at all! It's absolutely normal to feel that way β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ Keep positive tomorrow might be the beginning of a completely new journey! This year will be our year! Stay positive and don't be too afraid! I've got all my fingers crossed for you and will be looking out for good news tomorrow! Millions hugs β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈπ€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€πππππππππ
It's totally understandable to feel that way! I think we all experience the same. I know it's scary and you think it hasn't worked, but you really cannot know one way or another until you test. You can do it! And whatever the result, we are all here to support you. xxxxxx
Youβve got this ππ€π½- itβs so so hard. Keeping everything crossed for you β€οΈβ€οΈ. Iβm still a 6 days away from testing and dreading test day / wait is killing me. Still no symptoms π
Will be thinking of you xxxx
I was scared to test and I was given some advice that helped me.
Get everything ready the night before so that as soon as you are awake you can just get up and test. Don't look at the test, get back into bed and when you're ready, then look.
Good luck to you xx
But they normally say that you shouldn't read the result after the window of, well, some tests say 5 min, others 10, but that reading the result late might lead to a false result... So I'd rather do something that doesn't take long, that is nice and keeps you busy for the minutes needed, and then go to read the result within the window β€
It's always scary to test that's for sure.... I also have this feeling !!! But it's going to be ok, I really hope that you will get your ++!!! I am behind you as i am only 2dp5dt but I can feel the tension, no symptoms either at the moment ! Xxx
Understand how you feel. Praying that it is positive
Fingers crossed π€ for you. Good luck xx
Oh lovely, donβt be so hard on yourself! Who knows what tomorrow will bring but youβre absolutely not stupid for wanting to stay in your bubble. Sending you all the luck in the world for tomorrow xxx
Sending kind thoughts to you!!
I know exactly how you feel the worrying made me sick thatβs when I decided I will just have to test cos it was making me feel so anxious and worried. Wishing you all the best
Heaps of luck Littlepea xx
Sending you soooo much support - I totally understand wanting to stay in that bubble so it's not silly at all to think that way. It's just a lot easier sometimes. Keep breathing, try and distract yourself with nice things today and the very best of luck for tomorrow β€οΈ We're here for you xx
OTD for me tomorrow as well. We are in this together. Mixed emotions for me too. Totally get how you are feeling. I keep telling myself that i will be fine If its negative and I will just brush it off, but I know that's not true. It's bloody hard. You will get through whatever the outcome is though, think positive thoughts. Sending pixie dust your way!! Good luck. Xx
Thank you so much everyone β€ these comments help me massively. It's nice to feel less alone especially with people who completely understand what you are going through. We haven't told anyone about our 7 year struggle so you guys mean so much xxx
You are definitely not alone. My OTD not until 28th and already getting nervous and despondent at timesβ¦itβs natural. Good luck for tomorrow, sending you positive karma x
Thatβs exactly how I felt when I got my BFP. Wishing you all the luck in the world for tomorrow. You have done everything and then some ππ
I get it! Itβs not stupid at all, sending you all the luck for tomorrow xx
Not stupid at all - super strong holding out and holding on to that optimism Iβd say! I was totally convinced Iβd be looking at a stark white (like every other cycle) and it was a BFP, nearly choked! Youβve done so well to get this far, it is such an emotional rollercoaster. Got everything crossed for you for tomorrow lovely xxx
You can do this!! Best of luck πxx
Wishing you the best of luck π€ ( I remember not wanting to test & was too scared to look at the sick after I did ) so many emotions in the journey. Will be thinking of you x
Wishing you loads of luck lovely!!π€π€π»xxx
Good luck ππ
Sending you lots of luck π
Fingers crossed π€
Youβve got this! Endo warrior xxx πͺβ₯οΈ
Hiya, I really get where you are right now. Test day tomozβ¦ you can do it. Wishing you all the bestπ€π. Iβll be there in a week tomorrow.
I really hope you get your BFP tomorrow and that you go on to have a healthy and happy pregnancy. OTD is so nerve wrecking - you are not alone though as the ladies on this forum have all been there and we truly understand all the thoughts and feelings. Try to get some rest / sleep if you can. Will be thinking of you tomorrow x
Sending you lots of luck for today πππ I really thought ours would be negative as I had spent ages researching symptoms I didnβt have so you never really know for sure
This time could be the time π₯°
Totally understand how you feel .. Feeling the same. Sending you masses of good luck xx
Totally felt the same way every time! Wishing you lots of luck x
It is hard and I understand the struggle as Iβve had these exact thoughts before too but hopefully this time will be the one! Wishing you tons of luck and sending you lots of positive thoughts and vibes today π€π»ππ»π
This is not stupid this just shows how badly you want this and this feeling is completely normal. Stay positive I know its hard but you have got this! Fingers and Toes crossed for you xxx
Good luck got everything crossed for you ππΌπ€πΌ Xx
Good luck π€
Sending you lots of luck for today little pea β€οΈπxx
I have everything crossed for you π€π€π€β€οΈ
It is super hard!!But you never know, with both my ivf pregnancies I had zero symptoms was convinced it didn't work.
Crossing my fingers for you!
I wrote the same post about 5 months ago.. itβs really difficult I know. I was lucky then and and I hope that you are lucky now. You wonβt know u til you test so tomorrow could be a brand new happy day with a brand new future for you. Good luck xx
My OTD is today aswell and I totally know how you feel as I have the same thoughts and emotions. Wishing you lots of luck π€π»
Ah good luck I'm thinking of you xx
All the luck xx
Good luck! I hope you had good news today! I had no symptoms at all with my BFP and felt ill and sickly with my BFN. So sometimes no news is good news. Fingers crossed for you
Hi Littlepeax. It's so hard. Wanting to test, but also wanting to remain PUPO. How are you doing today? Got all my best wishes sent your way. Lots of love. xxx
Just wanted to wish you best of luck for today β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈπ€π€π€π€ππππππππππ