It’s been a long time time since I’ve been on here and just wanted to give you all an update, as you’ve all been with me for such a long time.
In January I found out I was pregnant and as wonderful as that was the immediate fear I had took over. I had 3 private scans in one week because I was so paranoid. Something was different about this pregnancy though because I had appointments with fetal medicine at 8 weeks. We went to the 12 week scan in silence, we waited in silence and when they said the baby was healthy I was so shocked I said thank you amd left. We got in the car and cried we were so happy. The anxiety didn’t and has t gone away I had many more scans after that and an early anatomy scan at 16 weeks and our baby is healthy.
I’m currently 22 weeks, I have been feeling ‘little Jimmy’ (a nickname my father in law started although we don’t know the gender 😂) for a while despite having an anterior placenta. We have bought some little bits but still apprehensive. Pregnancy after loss is utterly terrifying, the fear is always there but we are so happy.
I am really sorry for those of you who will find this triggering, I completely understand. I didn’t want to never log back on again and not tell you all what’s going on.