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[FandF2020]

Hello ladies,

It’s been a long time time since I’ve been on here and just wanted to give you all an update, as you’ve all been with me for such a long time.

In January I found out I was pregnant and as wonderful as that was the immediate fear I had took over. I had 3 private scans in one week because I was so paranoid. Something was different about this pregnancy though because I had appointments with fetal medicine at 8 weeks. We went to the 12 week scan in silence, we waited in silence and when they said the baby was healthy I was so shocked I said thank you amd left. We got in the car and cried we were so happy. The anxiety didn’t and has t gone away I had many more scans after that and an early anatomy scan at 16 weeks and our baby is healthy.

I’m currently 22 weeks, I have been feeling ‘little Jimmy’ (a nickname my father in law started although we don’t know the gender 😂) for a while despite having an anterior placenta. We have bought some little bits but still apprehensive. Pregnancy after loss is utterly terrifying, the fear is always there but we are so happy.

I am really sorry for those of you who will find this triggering, I completely understand. I didn’t want to never log back on again and not tell you all what’s going on.

Xxx

[Belangalo]

Congratulations! That is wonderful news!! 🎉🎉🎉 I completely understand the terror...I was really hoping it would ease up for me but I gather it won't! 😅

[FandF2020 in reply to Belangalo]

Thank you. X

[MakingBabyB]

Congratulations xx

[FandF2020 in reply to MakingBabyB]

Thank you x

[Hidden]

Congratulations. Have you read the secret? This has really helped me with positive thinking xx

[FandF2020 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you, no I haven’t but I will look into it x

[Helto200]

This is amazing news! So happy for you. Just enjoy every minute. I won't tell you not to worry because its a totally normal reaction. Look after yourself. X

[FandF2020 in reply to Helto200]

Thank you! X

[Cinderella5]

Awww amazing news, I'm so so pleased for you! The anxiety is terrible and never really goes away but it does settle a but as you get further into your pregnancy. All the best.xxx

[FandF2020 in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you. And congratulations to you on your two little bundles of joy. I was happy to see you’ve had them. Xx

[Crazy_girl]

Congratulations! Enjoy the rest of your pregnancy! 😊

[FandF2020 in reply to Crazy_girl]

Thanks. X

[Luna_79]

Amazing news x

[ashalez]

Congratulations 😍😍😍