We have four beautiful blastocysts waiting on ice for us in Greece and were due to have a transfer in Feb. But due a logistical nightmare because of covid, we’ve decided to delay this until Spring when hopefully travel to Greece should be bit less stressful.
But I am just feeling so sorry for myself 💔 I have a best friend who is currently pregnant and due in March, I’m part of of an IVF community on Instagram and the influx of pregnancy / birth announcements on there seems to have just sky rocketed.
Most days, I feel okay but I’ve just come off Instagram to yet another natural bfp announcement 😞
I feel so ashamed but I’m not even happy for them. I want to be, but I’m just not. I feel jealous, sad, heartbroken, empty. I wish I had a crystal ball that would tell me if this will ever work out for me? Will any of our 4 blasts take? We will not be pursuing fertility treatment after these frosties so the pressure is on. It all just feels so out of reach at the moment and I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel 😢