It's ok not to be ok 💗

[Klndmr]

Hey my lovely ladies. My fears were right so it was another chemical. My progesterone levels were absolutely fine but HCG only 11 so that's it for this round. Will have a glass or maybe a bottle of wine tonight, wait one bleed and try my last frostie in October 🥰🥰🥰🥰

A friend of mine just sent me that:

It's OK

It's okay that you still don't understand what to do

It's okay that you feel scared

It's okay to cry

It's okay to scream

It's okay that you're tired

It's okay that you're angry

It's okay to ask for a hug

It's okay to share

It's okay that your life has changed

It's okay to feel weak

It's okay to be moody

It's okay to feel loved

It's okay to ask for help

It's OK...

Sooner or later everything will be amazing for all of us! We just have to keep fighting! Sending tones of love and hugs and thank you ever so much for the great support always! 🥰🥰🥰🙏🙏💗💗💗💗

[Cinderella5]

Ahhh bless you honey, Im so sorry! Sending loads of love and hugs your way.xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank hun. And thank you for being always here for me too Its very much appreciated! Sending tones of hugs your way too! 💗💗💗💗xxx

[Kyell2]

I am so so sorry. It’s all so bloody unfair.

What I do know is that you have always been so positive and strong and will get through this. Enjoy your wine and have a weekend off and then get ready for it to be a successful next transfer 🤞🤞🤞

xxxx

[Klndmr in reply to Kyell2]

That's life so we have to just get on with it and carry on! Next time will be my time maybe 😁😁😁

And to you wishing happy and pregnancy hun 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💗💗💗💗xx

[HopeTTC18]

So sorry to hear that, take good care of you and enjoy that wine! Fingers crossed for October x

[Klndmr in reply to HopeTTC18]

Thanks hun! Every will be fine and maybe will be sooner than we think!

Hope you are feeling great! 💗💗xx

[Tomorrow_1]

So sorry to hear that, hun. Stay strong and positive. I'm sure your chance will come. And enjoy the wine!

[Klndmr in reply to Tomorrow_1]

I will stay strong and positive until I get what I'm fighting for!

Hope you are doing well hun 💗💗💗🥰🥰🥰xx

[Shirazlover2013]

You are an amazingly strong woman 💪💪 I wish I was as strong as you are my lovely. Thank you for a beautiful post, a reminder a lot of us need / will need. Xx

[Klndmr in reply to Shirazlover2013]

Trying my best for myself and everyone else struggling with infertility! Our time will come and will be absolutely amazing! Sending lots of hugs your way hun xx

[Gem2410]

I’m sorry to read this. Your posts are always so positive. I hope you enjoy your wine tonight, and have a much deserved rest. The time will come 😊 Good luck for October xx

[Klndmr in reply to Gem2410]

Thanks hun and all the best to you too! Xx

[gemmy999]

I’m so sorry to hear this 💔 what a lovely thing your friend shared with you and so true. Great words. Big hugs 🤗 xxx

[Klndmr in reply to gemmy999]

She is a truly great friend! Thanks hun!

Best of luck to you and I'm sending tones of baby dust your way xxx

[gemmy999 in reply to Klndmr]

Thank you xxx

[Core]

So sorry to read this, what a lovely message from your friend and a very true message, look after yourself xx

[Klndmr in reply to Core]

Thanks hun!

Hope this is your time and you share some good news with us soon! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🤞🤞🤞🤞💗💗💗💗

[Core in reply to Klndmr]

Thank you so much xx

[Lou7744]

Aww... I’m so sorry to read this. You sound an amazingly strong lady and I have no doubt that you will soldier forward until you achieve your dream 💕

For now though, you enjoy that wine 🍷💕 xx

[Klndmr in reply to Lou7744]

Trying my best! Will fight till I get that baby! 😁

Hope you are doing well hun xxx

[AS100]

Big hugs for you 🤗 sadly I’ll be joining you in a glass tonight 🍷 does sound like you have a lovely friend there ❤️ xxx

[Klndmr in reply to AS100]

Oyy I'm so sorry hun 💗💗💗 Cheers to us and next time will be our time! Sending tones of hugs and love your way xxx

[Jebby86]

I’m so sorry. Sending you lots of love. Look after each other and be kind to yourself. Xx ❤️

[Klndmr in reply to Jebby86]

Will do that! Thank hun xxx

Best of luck for tomorrow and I hope you share the best news! Xxx

[Nikitela]

Hi dear, im so sorry to hear that , take care of yourself, xxxx😙

[Klndmr in reply to Nikitela]

You too hun! Best of luck for you scan and I hope with all my heart everything turns out great for you! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏xxx

[Nikitela in reply to Klndmr]

Thanks a lot dear, will give you the update😗

[Noah1981]

I’m gutted for you I’ve been hoping and praying things would go your way and your friend is right it is ok not to be ok your not on your own we are all here in the back round cheering each other on and pushing each other forward have that bottle of wine gather your thoughts have that cry then you will be even stronger for October ms round and it will be your time much love to you darling xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Noah1981]

Aww thanks hun. All the support here is a huge relief for me and helps me keep going! Better times are on the way and everything will be great!

Best of luck to you too hun and lots of baby dust! Xxx

[Sunshineraye]

So sorry hun sending lots of love xx

[Klndmr in reply to Sunshineraye]

Thanks hun! This time I'm fine kind if got the news in better and calmer! 🥰

Best of luck and hope you get your BFP!!!! Sending tones of baby dust your way 🤞🤞🤞🤞🥰🥰🥰xx

[Sunshineraye in reply to Klndmr]

Thank you lovely. Never give up 💕 💫 xx

[Klndmr in reply to Sunshineraye]

Never! 🥰🥰🥰🥰xx

[Lorry1984]

Im sorry to hear this. It sounds like you have a good friend there. Take care of yourself and enjoy your wine tonight! xx

[Klndmr in reply to Lorry1984]

Yeap she is great and always there for me!

Congratulations on your BFP and wishing you health and happiness only from now on! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🥰🥰🥰xxx

[Georgie17]

I'm so sorry, it is so hard. Do make sure to do a test on OTD just in case. Hang in there, our time will come xx

[Klndmr in reply to Georgie17]

OTD was today so that's all for me this time. But we will keep going and you and me and everyone else will get what we want!!!! Cheers xxx

[Solly-44]

I’m so sorry lovely. Have that glass or bottle, it really is ok to not be ok. Look after yourself xx

[Klndmr in reply to Solly-44]

Thanks hun 🥰 Its ok to not be ok we are humans and we have emotions and is better we Express our emotions so we can carry on! Hope you are well xxxx

[MissSaoPaulo]

I'm so sorry hon xxx

[Klndmr in reply to MissSaoPaulo]

Thanks hun xxx

I'm holding on to my last frostie, he/she will be the lucky one 🤞🤞🙏🙏🥰🥰xx

[Kiedy84]

Absolutely gutted hun xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Kiedy84]

Next time things will work out better 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰xxxxx

[Kiedy84 in reply to Klndmr]

You are amazing xx here for you if you want to chat xx

[Klndmr in reply to Kiedy84]

Thank so much hun 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💗💗💗xx

[Hidden]

So sorry to read that. That poem is great - spot on. Hugs. X

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Absolutely! Lots of hugs your way too hun xx Hope you are doing well xx

[Lots8788]

💗💗💗💗xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Lots8788]

💗💗💗 Thank you for being here for me hun 🥰🥰🥰🙏🙏🙏

[Lots8788 in reply to Klndmr]

Always here hun 💗💗😘😘 thank you to you too!! xxx 💪💪💪😘🤗

[Dreamingofbaby]

Bless u Hun so sorry for this but def right from friend that is ok not to be ok and tAke time to grieve. Ur time I hope will come. Take good care xx

[Klndmr in reply to Dreamingofbaby]

No grieving but getting on with life and with another FET! My way of grieving is by having a plan in place and taking action 🥰🥰🥰🙈🤞🙏🙏🙈🤞

And to you wishing healthy and happy pregnancy and only happiness from now in! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞xxx

[Hidden]

Hi Klndmr,

I am so sorry to here this for you again.🤗You are such a positive soul.💖We have all got your back here and feel your pain.

Louise

Xxxx😘

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Aww thanks hun. Trying my best 🥰 My consultant was quite shocked of the way I was (smiling and laughing) and I told him that's the only thing I can do. Even if I throw myself on the floor crying I won't change how things went so I need to stay positive!

Stay positive and sooner or later we will get there!!! 💗💗💗💗

Love Rosie xx

[Kempton]

Really sorry to hear this but glad you are looking forward. Relax and enjoy having a drink and other things you wouldn't otherwise.

If it's any consolation my BFP was my last remaining embryo (although we only actually had 2 in total so I only went through the pain of a failed transfer once). Maybe that's the magic embryo waiting. Hope so.

[Klndmr in reply to Kempton]

Thank you! I'm fine this time I kind of accepted the reality easier 💗💗💗 and enjoying my bottle of wine now Haha xx

Hope you are doing well xx

[Livinginhope2019]

So sorry for your news, sending you big hugs xx

[Klndmr in reply to Livinginhope2019]

Thanks hun! Sending millions hugs your way and sending tones of baby dust for October xxxxx

[Livinginhope2019 in reply to Klndmr]

Thank you xx

[everhopeful83]

Aw I’m so sorry to read this ☹️💞

Sending you the biggest hugs❤️❤️xxx

[Klndmr in reply to everhopeful83]

Thanks hun! Tones of hugs your way too!

Wishing you health and happiness only from now on 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💗💗xxx

[everhopeful83 in reply to Klndmr]

You are so so kind💖thank you💖💖💖xxx

[TRYING2016]

Just sending you so much love your way....... big hug xxxxxxxxx

[Klndmr in reply to TRYING2016]

Awww thanks hun! Sending tones of hugs and love back to you too! Xxx

[Hidden]

I am so sorry ! You are amazingly strong and brave ! X

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Thanks hun 💗💗💗

Hope you are well 🥰xx

[Emma04]

I’m so sorry to read this and it’s def ok not to be ok. You are always so positive but sometimes it’s so hard. Enjoy the wine and then the very best of luck for the next round. Xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Emma04]

Thank youuu 🥰🥰🥰🥰 Next time will be my time! 🙏🙏🙏💗💗💗

Hope you are feeling great and enjoying your pregnancy! Wishing you health and happiness 💗💗💗🥰🥰🥰🥰xxx

[Millbanks]

Sending so much love to you. This journey is a tough one for all of us in our own way, but we keep fighting. You have the strength within you 💖💖💖

[Klndmr in reply to Millbanks]

Hey hun. Thank you! It is a very very tough road but as you said we are fighters and will keep fighting! Hope you are recovering well! Sending much love your way 💗💗💗💗🥰xxx

[Millbanks in reply to Klndmr]

Thank you 💖 yep on the mend and feeling more positive now. Looking forward to my wedding in 2 weeks! Eeeeeek! Xx

[Klndmr in reply to Millbanks]

Awwww that's great. The best day of your life is just about to happen. When I watch my video I wish I could get married every year (to the same guy of course).. Have the best day ever hun 🥰🥰💗💗💗xx

[Millbanks in reply to Klndmr]

Haha! Excellent! I’m very excited xxx

[Judy18]

I am so sorry things have not worked out this time. I love what you friend sent (and thank you for sharing). We spend so long being strong while being poked and prodded that i think we sometimes forget that it is bloody hard. It is ok! Even if you don everything mentioned in your post doesn’t take away from the fact that we are warriors and will make amazing parents (however we get to that end point). Sp much love and massive hugs being sent! Xx

[Klndmr in reply to Judy18]

Definitely, we will be the best part the world has ever seen! And will be absolutely amazing! Sending lots of love your way too and wishing you the very best of luck! 💗💗💗🥰🥰🥰🥰

[Kat_15]

I’m so sorry lovely, my heart goes out to you. Sending big hugs. Xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Kat_15]

Thanks hun. Same to you 💗💗💗💗💗 Hope you are doing well xx

[3005]

So sorry to read this, you have an amazingly positive attitude and will get your happy ever after one day I’m sure x

Enjoy that glass of wine 🍷

[Klndmr in reply to 3005]

I actually had a while bottle 🥴🥴🥴🥴🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 definitely helped me feel better 🤣

How are you? Hope you are doing well 💗💗xx

[3005 in reply to Klndmr]

I’m ok thanks... just going through the motions and hoping to get some answers at our follow up appointment x

[Klndmr in reply to 3005]

I wasn't even offered a follow up this time which quite shocked me but been told to call on my day 1 of 2nd bleed to book me in for a transfer...

Hope the follow up goes well and they are able to give you answer and find solutions for improvement 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[Kat9lives]

So sorry to hear this. You sound amazingly strong, and are an inspiration xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Kat9lives]

Awww thanks hun 🥰🥰🥰🥰 Best of luck with your round and I really hope it works first Tim 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🥰🥰🥰🥰xx

[Kat9lives in reply to Klndmr]

Thanks lovely. This is my 4th cycle! (I have a daughter from cycle 2) Xx

[Klndmr in reply to Kat9lives]

Yes I went through your posts 🥰 hope your daughter gets a sibling soon 🥰🥰🥰

[Elynn]

So sorry 🌼🌼

[Klndmr in reply to Elynn]

Thank you 💗💗💗

[Drives]

Really gutted to see this post. Sending you a massive hug 😘

Take care of yourself x x x x

[Klndmr in reply to Drives]

Hey hey thanks hun. I'm doing well and just getting on with life and thinking how long to wait before we transfer my last frostie 🤣🤣🥰🥰🥰🙈🙈🙈

Hope you are feeling great love xx

[jengi]

Awh huni, I’m so sorry to read this. Sending you big hugs. Keep strong and one day your dream will come true. Never give up and remember we are all here on the sidelines nudging you forward Xx

[Klndmr in reply to jengi]

Thanks hun! I'm so grateful to you all for the amazing support.

Best of luck with your transfer! This will be the one for you I will have everything crossed for you 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞💗💗💗💗🌈🌈🌈xxx

[jengi in reply to Klndmr]

🤞🏻😘

[Hidden]

I just want to say am sorry and that I think you’re an absolute rockstar for keeping your spirits up and everyone else’s too xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Aww thanks hun I'm trying my best. Trying to have less dark days and more positivity because at the end of the day I can't really change what happened 🥰🥰🥰 I will keep fight and sooner or later everything will be great!

Hope you are doing well xx

[Tugsgirl]

I’m so sorry to read this. I had hoped it was your time as you’re generally so positive. I truly hope the next shot is a sticky one! ✨ xx

[Klndmr in reply to Tugsgirl]

Aww thanks hun. I was hoping as well but deep inside had that terrible negativity feeling. Life goes on and sooner or later my time will come too 🥰🥰🥰🥰💗💗💗💗💗

Hope you are well xxx

[aamiller405]

Aw im so sorry. Sending love xo

[Klndmr in reply to aamiller405]

Thanks hun. I'm so sorry for your loss too. Hope you are doing well 💗💗💗💗 We will keep fighting and soon our time will come too! 💗💗🥰🥰🥰

[aamiller405 in reply to Klndmr]

Thank you.. Yes we'll get there in the end xo

[Kcrochet]

Really sorry for this, sending you hugs and hopes that your next frostie will be the charm xx

[Klndmr in reply to Kcrochet]

Thanks hun! Maybe my last one will be the lucky one hihi 💗💗💗🥰🥰🙏🙏

Congratulations of the birth of your beautiful girl. She was born just a day before my birthday 🥰 Wishing you all only health and endless happiness from now on 🥰🥰🥰🙏🙏🙏💗💗

[Jen_jen]

Sending big, big hugs to you 💕 I just know it will happen for you. Stay strong 💪🏼 😘 xx

[Klndmr in reply to Jen_jen]

Thank youu 🙏🙏🙏🙏 my time will come too I do believe that 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Hope you are feeling great and you 20 weeks scan went well xxx

[Itsalongjourney26]

You're very strong. I'm sorry for such shitty news and thinking of you xx

[Klndmr in reply to Itsalongjourney26]

Very shitty news really if I didn't test early I wouldn't even know most probably. Sooner or later my time will come as well. Hope you are well 🥰🥰🥰🥰xx

[KriSho]

You are an amazing strong and a positive person. I'm sorry to hear your news. Sending you lots of hugs ♥️🤗

[Klndmr in reply to KriSho]

Thanks hun. I will be alright 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💗💗💗 Hope you are doing well too. How's everything going? Xx

[KriSho in reply to Klndmr]

Hey!! I'm fine thank you. Started the pessaries yesterday and transfer is booked for Friday. The clinic will give me a call once the embryo has thawed successfully. Took time off from work for Friday 🤞🤞

[Klndmr in reply to KriSho]

Yayy some exciting times ahead! Best of luck and Sending you lost of love and baby dust 🥰🥰🥰🥰🤞🤞🤞🤞xx

[Rowly88]

I just saw your recent posts, I'm so sorry to hear your news. Absolutely devastated for you xx sending you both so much love and humongous hugs during this difficult time xx

[Klndmr in reply to Rowly88]

Hey hey. Thanks hun 💗💗💗💗💗 I've been punching that b.... infertility on the face in the past few days and made me feel better 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Hope you are doing well hun xxx