I’m so scared of this 2ww after transfer on Monday. I’m scared of getting pre-menstrual signs during this next two weeks, or a BFN and that familiar feeling of being totally crushed. It’s stupid as it hadn’t happened yet but it’s crept up on me overnight. Until now the process has felt really positive and easier to deal with as embryologist have been taking care of our precious cargo rather than me.
I’m overthinking everything - ie - don’t be too active- the blastocyst will fall out, don’t be upright too much - the blastocyst will fall out, don’t lie down too much - the blastocyst might find its way up my Fallopian tube and become an ectopic pregnancy, drink enough otherwise implantation might not be so easy. I’m putting a lot of pressure on myself, I know things will be better if I can try to relax and find some peace with it.
Does anyone have any tips or suggestions? Has anyone else had these thoughts? They sound so silly when I write them down but I worry about it a lot.