Think it’s game over for this one xx

[Sprinkles86]

After a very up and down week, I had started to feel more symptoms and I took a Clearblue digital test on Sunday (19/11) which said 3+... all looking good for now I thought.

Last night (21/11) I went to the bathroom and had some pink tinged discharge. I know this can be very normal in early pregnancy but this is exactly how my previous losses have started so I’m preparing myself for bad news.

I’m so sad and disappointed. I have an appointment at the miscarriage clinic tomorrow anyway so hopefully they can either do a scan or my bloods and see what is going on. My gut tells me it’s coming away though.

Life is cruel sometimes xxxx

[NDE1987]

Hunny please don't stress, I know it's easy for me to say. Buy try and relaxing calm. Could you go private today for bloods for your peice of mind? I know that some private places are very quick in getting the results back. X

[Sprinkles86 in reply to NDE1987]

I know I really shouldn’t stress, it’s just like a massive kick in the teeth when I see that.... like here we go again! I have come to work to try and keep myself busy, as I know I’ve got my appointment tomorrow where I’ll get a scan so not long to wait xxxx

[Amanda86]

Hey sprinkles,

Are you using pessaries?

At 5 weeks 5 days I had spotting. Enough that it was going onto my panty liner.

It was a little pink at first then later became brown, I realised the reason it was pink was because it had obviously been brown and mixed with the white of the pessarie had become a pinky colour.

Make sure not to put your pessaries in too high as this can irritate the cervix, Oakley gave me that advice on here and from there on in I made sure not to put them too high and haven't had any spotting since!

Good luck xxx

[Sprinkles86 in reply to Amanda86]

Yeah they gave me cyclogest as the clinic in Coventry who tested me for NK Cells recommended them (this was a natural FET). I am using them via the back door though as find them a bit messy vaginally... so don’t think it’s that. Reassuring to hear that yours stopped though xxxx

[Amanda86 in reply to Sprinkles86]

I did email nurse Diane when I had my spotting, she said as long as the bleeding wasn't red try not to worry.

I hope it'll ease up for you.

Glad you've got your appointment tomorrow, hope they'll be able to give you some reassurance xxx

[Sprinkles86 in reply to Amanda86]

Thanks lovely think I just needed to vent, I’m so fed up! Just one more day.... I can do this xxx

[Amanda86 in reply to Sprinkles86]

This is the place when you need to vent! 🙂

Yes, you can do this 💪 Xxx

[Hidden]

I bleed at 6 weeks after a previous loss and thought it was game over again, but it wasn’t and was just one of those things. The EPU did advise that you can get implantation bleeding for weeks after when the embryo in snuggling in and getting Comfy so try and keep those positive thoughts until proven otherwise xxx

[Sprinkles86 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks button I had forgotten about your scares at the beginning. I think it’s just because it’s always around these same few days it has happened on previous losses... you just expect the same I think don’t you. Thank you for your kind words will keep you updated xxxxx

[Hidden in reply to Sprinkles86]

I feel for you as I know how hard it is, but on a positive high hcg readings and no cramping. Everything crossed for you that all is well xxx

[AllWeNeedIsluv]

Really hope this isn't the case for you hun. How your previous ones started is how a couple of mine started. I know how your feeling but keep the faith hun if your not getting any pain and it's not any heavier hopefully you'll be fine. Glad you have miscarriage clinic tomorrow hopefully they'll be able to reassure you with a scan. Good luck hun try not to worry I know easy said.💗🤗😘

[Sprinkles86 in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv]

I’ve had some lower back ache this morning but no more bleeding thankfully. I’m not sure if it’s just the cyclogest keeping it at bay but we will know more tomorrow. Will they be able to see much at this stage on a scan? Xxx

[AllWeNeedIsluv in reply to Sprinkles86]

How far are you hun xx

[AllWeNeedIsluv in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv]

If your around 6 they'll probs just see a, sac there is chance to see heartbeat but 7 weeks is more promising. I hope everything's fine hun 💗🤗😘

[Sprinkles86 in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv]

I really hope we see something, even if it doesn’t end well it will be further than we have gone before. (My first mc where I saw a hb on an ultrasound was with my ex partner) xxx

[AllWeNeedIsluv in reply to Sprinkles86]

Fingers crossed you will hun. I know what you mean you want to keep special moments for your now relationship. Hopefully you'll get to see hun. 💗🤗😘

[Cinderella5]

Oh no sprinkles, I do hope that's not the case! Ive got everything crossed that they can give you some reassurance tomorrow with scans or bloods!xx

[Sprinkles86 in reply to Cinderella5]

Thanks Cinders I’m trying to keep calm but also to prepare for bad news. Broke my heart crying about it last night think it’s just all the anxiety over waiting between BFP and a scan xxxx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Sprinkles86]

Yes emotions will run high regardless of what you do. Look after yourself and sending love and massive hugs!xx

[Sprinkles86 in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you so much, sending one right back to you xxx

[Tugsgirl]

Wishing you the best of luck for the scan tomorrow xx

[Sprinkles86 in reply to Tugsgirl]

Thanks so much lovely, I feel better just for writing this post. Will update tomorrow xxxx

[Tugsgirl in reply to Sprinkles86]

Will be keeping an eye out for it 🤞 xx

[Amanda86]

Hope you get on ok today 😘 Xxxx

[Sprinkles86 in reply to Amanda86]

Thanks lovely I’m leaving work in about 40 minutes to go to the hospital, I’m so nervous I could cry xxxx

[Amanda86 in reply to Sprinkles86]

Such a nerve wracking time!! Got everything crossed for you 🤞🍀 xxx