So I caved and did a clear blue test this morning and got a BFN. I knew it would be and wanted to do it early so I stop day dreaming about the future.
I know there's still hope as my test dates are 2nd & 4th August but really, is there any likelihood that this will change between now and then?!
I'm just so devastated. I can't realistically see that we can have another go at this and so this was my last hope really. Still, I suppose at least I know now so it won't be as hard next week...