I took a little break from here after having my transfer cancelled due to OHSS... I thought I'd finally come to reason with why it wasn't the right time, and that it was only a little pause unlike the massive halt I initially felt... but today I'm feeling lost, really low and wondering will it ever be our turn to celebrate a new addition.
I recently found out a friend had fallen pregnant- amazing news as she had a miscarriage after trying for a few months... so I really am over the moon for them, no ill feelings at all. And whilst I am still so excited and happy for them, today was the 12 week scan and the big announcement to everyone- it's crushed me all over again, I feel so upset and like this long road for us is never ending- will we ever get to make that amazing announcement?! I've told my partner how I feel today, and he's shrugged it off and said that we should just be so happy for them as they've been through the mill with their first born and trying to conceive this time... but he doesn't seem to understand that my negativity isn't taking away my happiness for them, and I would never show them how I am feeling.
Does anyone else ever get like this and have something to help pick them back up again please?