What a day!
Well we have had 2 - 5day blastocysts transferred at lunchtime today. Feeling ok but it's been emotional.
I had a phone call at work from the embryologists to say that only 3 of our Embies made it to blastocyst. One of them wasn't great & the other 2 weren't top quality - neither suitable for freezing. The next 5 mins was a blur as I could have sworn she said poor quality but no one used that word again. Their advice was to have both put back to give us a better chance. Not sure how I got through the following 2 hours at work - just slapped on a smile & blamed hayfever for the red eyes & runny nose.
I've cried so much - nearly didn't go for the ET as it felt pointless if there's no hope.....
Anyway, hubby talked me round & all went well with the transfer - it was amazing to see it on the screen & have a picture of our blastocysts....
Having done some meditation I feel a bit better - now to get in a positive frame of mind. I'm sorry for such a negative post on something that should have been so happy - I know so many of you have been through this & worse. Just want to give myself the best chance - please give me any tips or tricks & please any positive stories would really help.
Wishing you all baby dust 🌌 🌌🌌