Hi my names emily and I did my first fresh Ivf in June 2015, unfortunately it was stopped after egg retrieval due to ohss, naturally devastated and rather poorly we were also rather shocked as we went in to Ivf so positive and rather naive. Since I have had 2 fet that we're both a success until 8-10 weeks then unfortunately early miscarriage, as well as havin 3 miscarriages naturally, I think the hardest thing is being told there's no under lineing issue medically with me or my hubby, so I have nothing to go by other than unexplained. A few people we know have referred us to seeking help through the herbal side of things with certain remedies and acupuncture (I tried this with my first fet) I'm just wondering if anybody has given up hope with Ivf like we have and have turned to other ways?
i have also found myself finding day to day tasks hard as I can't focus on anything, it's as if all the pain and hurt from the past 18 months have been storing up inside me and I've finally cracked, nothing seems to give me enjoyment anymore, I cry at everything, I don't recognise myself when I look in the mirror as my body has changed since all the Ivf drugs and new hormones, I used to be so happy and positive but I find myself not being able to go to work or socialising in numbers. Has anybody else found themselves or are in this situation? I want to try and do another FET this year but I'm so afraid of it failing i just want to make sure I have tried every single thing I possibly can to help it be successful, so any advice would be amazing!