New to forum: Supporting partner with male-factor infertility

Hi All,

I've never joined or posted in a forum before, so I'm slightly nervous about this - forgive me if I make any rookie errors!

My husband and I are currently under the care of a fertility consultant, and our repeat test results show that we are dealing with male-factor issues; very low sperm count (last test 2.3mil, this time 4.4mil, so surely that's good news in a way?!), 13% motility. My own test results have been fine, so I next steps will be chromosome/genetic tests to determine a cause, and ultimately IVF.

I have to admit I am finding this very hard, I broke my heart today in front of all my work colleagues after he text me the results. I think I am most sad that my husband feels like it is entirely his fault. He has taken anti-depressants for over a decade, and made the decision to stop taking them as he read this can reduce sperm count and damage DNA. I'm not sure if it's made any difference, other than to add withdrawal and major clinical depression into the mix!

It also means I cannot discuss this with anyone, not even my own family. My husband sees this as emasculating and embarrassing, so he doesn't want anyone knowing at all.

I know this is obviously a painful subject for everyone, but I wanted to know what people have found helpful, and what information might I find useful? How can I best support my husband through all this?

I just want to mentally and physically prepare myself as best I can, so I really appreciate any advice you can offer. Many thanks in advance x

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  • It is so hard we have male factor only and I knew how much it upset my husband knowing it was all down to him. Every bloke is different but I have my hubby space and let him talk to me about it whenever and as hard as it has been (5 rounds !) I have always told him it's our issue not his to try and make him feel better cx

  • Thank you so much for taking the time to reply. It's a lot to get our heads around, and we know we have so much to learn! I have said the same to my husband, how I see this as our issue, not his.

    Out of interest, how long roughly was your wait between referral for IVF and actually starting it? I feel like I need to brace myself for a long wait (and find some projects to keep me occupied in the meantime!) x

  • Our gp was brilliant we went to the doctors in the April just to start things off and started our first round in the December (could of started November but would of messed up with xmas) sounds like a long time but we had to do our test to see if there was any problems within that time also (day 21 bloods etc) so I don't feel like it was too long. The funny thing was after our second failed round I got upset and begged him not to leave me, he laughed and said it's the other way around love and I didn't even think of it lol good luck with the wait xx

  • Hi Pugtato, as Lotbot said it is hard with male factor, especially as the lady has to go through the IVF treatment. I make sure my husband realises that it is not his fault and I don't blame him at all. Like Lotbot, it is our problem, not just his. We talk things through all the time and we have done several things to improve his situation after lots of research. Even if it only helps a tiny bit, at least we feel like we have been productive. We also have discussions where we discuss that if the shoe was on the other foot and it was something with me, then there wouldn't be any blame, so there's no blame for my husband either. Just show him that you are there to support him and always be honest and open with each other. Feel free to message me if you ever want to chat :) x

  • Thank you so much. What sort of things did your research turn up? It's all worth a try I figure! x

  • Hi Pugtato,

    The advice from the ladies above is spot on. We have had surgical sperm retrieval due to a blockage on hubby's side, so the process for us involves intensive medical treatment on both sides.

    We talk a lot and unltimately my husband knows that if I had to choose it would be him everytime, no question.

    As hard as the process is, it has made us closer than ever, which has been a nice benefit in a tough situation.

    In terms of timings, the issue was diagnosed March 2015 with hub's surgery in November 2015, we were referred for IVF in Jan and I had to have basic checks which means we will now start our first cycle in December. We have funding through the NHS.

    I'm here if you need to talk

    Suzannah

  • Welcome 😊

    Sorry to hear of your struggles. Fertility is such a complex thing.

    Im going to tell you my story- we had been ttc for 5 years -till it was discovered that I have polycystric ovaries. Previously it was unexplained.

    I felt bad that it was coz of me we were struggling to have a baby-it is hard when the issue lies with you. In a way it was relief to know why in 5 years we hadn't conceived-there was an answer and a solution to the problem.

    My hubby has never once blamed me for it- he sees sees it as our deal-we will fight this together and believes we will have a baby one day. He says even if we don't he'd still love me anyway 😘

    I think he's just happy coz we are now getting the help we need to have a baby-I'm currently on my 4th round of clomid.

    I think it is better to know the reason for it not happening and to have a solution to it-in your case IVF. Treatment has come a long way in the last few years.

    It must be difficult for you hubby. I think men find it harder to deal with than us ladies- there is whole macho image. The red hot blooded male! An example of this many years ago when we attended our ex clinic- I smiled at the ladies there and they smiled back at me-we knew of each other's pain and felt empathy-my hubby was glared at by other men and the men there were acting very defensively-it was almost like they were implying it wasn't their fault the wife has the issue! Crazy.

    I'm sure you know what to say to make your hubby feel that he isn't to blame. Just remind him you are both in this together. There is no fault or blame it is a awful situation to find ourselves-just a victim of a medical illness.

    All the best and I hope your IVF cycle is successful

    X