So i have known for a while i cannot have kids, Its kills me a little inside each time i think about it. But desperate times call for desperate measures.
I have been in denial about my condition and because my partner was not tested, i went through a phase of believing he had the problems. So i went on a mission. To sleep with men in hopes they would get me pregnant. Needless to say it didn't work. It hurt.... the realisation kicked in and i realised the problem is me. Not him.