Heartbroken 💔

[potticary2010]

Previous history

13+1 misscarriages

1 born daughter who is 8 years old my first pregnancy

Forceps deleivery

Blood clotting within range

Surgery done in Jan 2018 on my utuerus for a sectum and heart shaped

I was 17 days late for my period which is always on time

I chose to do 2 pregnancy tests

Both appeared positive I was over the moon was put on injections for hormones and blood thinning ❤️

Have been feeling fun for about a week or so and starting to feel sick and tried and peeing a lot so I had some symptoms.

Under the advice of st marys I redone a clear blue test which then showed up as not pregnant 💔😔 my heart fell out of my chest and I felt numb....

I went to the doctors who have sent me for blood test and repeat in 48 hours to check my hcg levels.

I am bleeding and in a lot of pain which is to be expected but this never gets any easier!

I'm 26 years old and am currently under the mental health team for anxiety and depressive disorder and intrusive thoughts and OCD thoughts and with all this happening well it isn't helping!

I'm going to request for my gp to send me for a sterilisation appointment to see if they will do it under the grounds of what keeps happening ❤️