I've still been having horrible suspicions and terrors and emotions after my epilepsy surgery which was left temporal lobe removal, about 5x5x1 centimeters in size (from what I heard, though a CD-ROM I got may indicate differently - all info a scam?)... the suspicions and emotions and things are still horrible though... from another surgery recipient I heard recovery could take up to two years. At least I've found out about the deliciousness of turmeric (Dr.'s note to take pills - I just opted for the cooking spice bottle, but anyway. I've felt like I'm of a tortured non-human status. At least I'll be going to a support group soon, though it'll be new for me. No one likes me.