I had an ultrasound on Monday and met with my consultant today to get the results. He told me my ultrasounds were clear and I had no cysts on my ovaries and he couldn’t see any signs on endometriosis and that my uterus looked healthy. He still wants to push ahead with the surgery as he said that ultrasounds aren’t a conclusive way of diagnosing endo. I left the scan feeling really upset and angry because I really wanted there to be something on that scan to justify my pain. I know it sounds silly but I feel like the scan not showing anything means maybe I’m just not good at handling pain, or I’m overreacting.
I think as well, I’m finding the whole process mentally draining. I desperately want answers and I really don’t know why the lack of answers has upset me so much.