Feeling deflated.

[Heloo85]

So today i had my fourth post op appointment with my BSGE specialist. Endo has been a right pain for me. First off i got messed about via NHS, my surgeons went in blind, my surgery was upped to major during surgery and well ive been left worse off. Ive tried the mini pill, it lead to constant spotting and then more pain so stopped that. Then after surgery was put on combined pill, that did the same so stopped that. Now theyre suggesting i take Zoladex for 3 months, even though it failed the firsr time! So im now awaiting a period for my first injection. My specialist has said hes in no doubt my endo is back. But wont send me for a scan? He mentioned how bad i was the last time so im thinking hes not, nor ever will be interested in operating again. No idea whats going to happen now!