So today is a bad day I can not get out of bed I took my mophine today. I didn't leave in the end last night because I want to fight for my relationship. So now my partners is in a mood because it's a Saturday and I can't do anything. It's hard why is everyday such a battle. I'm thinking this place would be better if I weren't in it. I'm so low and feel so week. I can't even get out of bed to go toilet. I wish I had family or someone to help me and not burden my husband all the time. I hate this life.
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Oh hunny i really feel for you. I really wish there was something I could do to help. I'm here if you need to talk. Things will eventually get better , you just need to try and stay strong and believe you can get through this. The world would not be a better place without you. We are all perfect in our own way , despite our struggle with this horrible disease. It just makes us stronger. You will get through it, I know you will. Sending you gentle hugs.
I understand how you feel. I have been feeling the same for the last past three days. But I'm not in a relationship or anything and don't have any help like another person who has a great support group. So I hope you began to feel better and I am here of you need me.
I think you would benefit from the added support from an Endo centre for example a health psychologist to help you deal with the depression and adjunct such as acupuncture, dietician etc. Have you looked at any of those things before? It might help. I have been where you have and I completely empathise. Your hubby is probably torn up by the fact that he feels helpless to help you and you are suffering so terribly. I do feel for you. Sending best wishes. Xx