Scared.. beyond scared.

[GeorgieMarie92]

Hey guys. Sorry to keep relying on you all when I'm at my lowest but I don't think I could be any lower right now if I tried. Iv lost everything nearly.. I'm trying to be positive and see it as a new start but it's impossible ... now mental health are involved which is needed but I still don't think they are really doing much just someone to talk too.. really struggling.. was in hospital again couple of days ago... god I sound so whingy and anoying! Sorry guys just needed to rant x

[Hriverson]

You don't sound whingy at all, this is the first place I come to when something happens too I must have posted 50 times haha!

Unfortunately due to the nature of hormones and various drugs we are put on mental health commonly does crop up as an issue, i know personally how horrible it can feel. But no one is judging you on here and I urge that if you have a problem to post it because at least one person will be able to relate!

I have been recently told by university that i may need to consider dropping out if this is going to be a long term issue.. very sure they wouldn't be saying that if I had limbs missing or an obvious issue. And work seem to have quietly demoted me. I feel awful like its all a bit of a downwards spiral but it will get better and you can prove to everyone how strong you are by kicking against the pains and horrible days. I know there will be days you literally cant crawl out of bed and have those days but make sure its not too often, do things you really enjoy and itll eventually make you stronger for it!

[FN75]

Really sorry to hear that - you're certainly not annoying me

I'm in the same place with mental health - I saw a counsellor for a few weeks but it was turning into more of an offloading session about being ill than anything more positive. Having said that, there were days when just doing that seemed to help a bit.

Sadly, I also lost a lot when all this started and it's not easy, But the internet is a wonderful thing in times like this, so post away!