After my shoulder surgery, in my codeine fog at home, I thought I would look up to see if there were any herbal things I could take to try and ease my endo as discussing my lady bits with fit doctor while sobbing and being to and fro from gynae ward was draining. Anyway while in said fog, and also looking for ways to boost my partners sex drive (starting to sound like sex maniac!) I convinced myself that taking ginseng would help relieve my endo pains. I've been taking one to two a day but mostly one for three weeks now and tonight while my beloved is at the pub ruining his sex drive, I looked it up again and it's said taking ginseng and having endo is a big no no! I have promptly binned them but now terrified of my next period which is due in two weeks, exactly the same time I start my dream job that I've been working towards for two years. It means commuting and walks either end which itself worries me as I normally drive and with the pains I get, will I cope! I can't believe how much endo has turned me into an anxious worrier! I hope I haven't made myself worse by taking the pills!
Also my last ultra, they said I had a chocolate cyst on my left ovary. If and when I finally get my lap, will this cyst get removed? My consultant is keen to protect my fertility and will stop and wake me up to discuss if any issues. I've been so desperate for my lap but now starting my new job, I want it as far away as possible! Work has a very good sick policy but I don't want to feel like I'm letting people down.