Hello dear people
Just returned from a visit with CLL specialist. Finished O+V in February 2023 and latest WBC (33,000) and lymphocyte counts (75%) so rising again. Feeling sad, angry, scared, & frustrated. My specialist first recommended Car-t which really caught me by surprise. That sounds so intense and although the outcomes are improving I just don’t know if I'm ready for that. I had a good experience overall with O+V (1 yr) and got to UMRD in bone marrow, but its steadily returning (I’m 11q unmutated). I failed on Ibrutinib (it was working) but side effects were too much. Specialist said Zanubrutinib is a good option and I could do the O+V again, but thinks I will get a lesser remission on it this time. Still it would be 2 years on Venetoclax and the Ven is a known quantity for me. Wondering if any of you have thoughts/advice. I’m active watch and wait at this time but know I will face this sooner rather than later.
You get to a good place, you’re moving along nicely and then it rears its ugly head. Sorry to be Debbie Downer, it’s just hard. Luckily I’ve been feeling well, my other numbers are good and I don’t want to minimize that. I just have to pick myself up, dust myself off and soldier on. Thanks for listening.
Tcat