I am frightened of having treatment when the time comes. After reading all these posts their is not a lot of encouraging news of living like a normal person after treatment. I am sick of people saying this is the best cancer to have ... I will keep praying that the doctors will find out what is causing us all to have CLL and I hope we can be treated with something natural without any side effects. I try a lot of things to stay healthy and I will keep at it for the rest of my life. My heart goes out to all the people on this site that are being treated, Thank you for all the information that you post for all of us in the Wait and Watch. Have a nice evening!! God bless everyone!!!