10 days ago my beloved David slipped away and I am distraught with grief.
What that man went through was truly horrific and I never want to see anything like it again.
The loss I feel is incomprehensible but I could not wish my David to continue ,it was sheer purgatory.
I am numb and cant get my head together,i make mistakes and get everything wrong.
I see so much to be done but I just sit and do nothing.
Dementia is the cruellest of diseases,they lose their dignity, and to watch the slow drip drip of decline is heartbreaking,and David suffered for 5 long years,and for most of that time I nursed him at home.
My faith has been sorely tested and I am yet to wonder what life is about.
I wish all carers and their loved ones a very happy Christmas.