Hello,
I was hoping for any advice on this situation - please be brutal if you think I've lost perspective.
I'm 38m & used to drink stupid amounts (like a bottle of wine/night). In August 2021, aged 36, I started panicking about this and went through a series of LFTs and CBCs, all of which showed everything fine (apart from occasional, mild anaemia) and high bilirubin. The bilirubin level has wobbled between 17-47 umol/L (I think that's 0.99-2.75mg/dL on the US scale). The most recent test shows it sitting at 24 umol/L (~1.4mg/dL).
Since more-or-less the start, GPs were telling me that I probably just had Gilbert's Syndrome, but at some point a genetic test was carried out which came back negative. At the time, this was marked as "no action required", but when I chased it up I had a very confusing phonecall with the GP, in which I think he tried to suggest that even though I didn't have the gene, I probably did have GS, just via some other genetic mechanism. Stupidly, I accepted this, and even returned to drinking in moderation, having been abstinent for several months.
Fast forward to late last year & I was denied life insurance on the basis of my bilirubin levels & drinking history & the lack of explanation. I chased this up with a GP, who did a haemotology referral which doesn't seem to have found anything (some spherocytes apparently, but not in the conditions that would suggest any of the haemolytic anaemias).
I moved and changed GPs recently, and tried to chase this up with the new GP, who doesn't seem particularly worried, provided I don't drink. When I try to pursue it she tends to suggest treatment for health anxiety.
On one level, I can't contradict that (it's to do with my health, and I'm anxious about it). She might genuinely be right - maybe I have lost perspective & should leave her (and the NHS) alone. With that said, there are still out-of-range results that we can't explain. I guess if I have cirrhosis, I'm currently compensated & can be trying to live my life as healthily as possible & don't need further intervention for that. What worries me though is the thought of missing out on occasional scans for varices or HCC if it is cirrhosis.
We've never done any imaging/scans, or a fractionated bilirubin test. I bought some dipsticks and noticed that my urine is sometimes positive for bilirubin, which I think is suggestive of cirrhosis/gallstones. My current thinking is that I'll ask for an ultrasound referral and agree to pursue whatever health anxiety treatment might be suggested if I can get one. Any other thoughts/perspectives welcome though.
Thanks very much for reading,
BrownTapir