It's been well over a year since I last wrote.
Over the year I have had stints where I have gave up for six weeks.. Five weeks on three occasions. But I always go back to excess.. Once a week binging till I blackout. I kept telling my doctor I was not drinking. Truth was I was still binging once a week to oblivion.
I had a drink Friday didn't drink tequila the demon drink of my choice.. I had four wines small and went home early.
My liver hasn't been tested but it will be soon.. I finally phoned and join a group in the next few weeks.
I hope to go to rehab.. To sort my demons out my past my problem and put my life back.
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