So my husband has been in the hospital 7x this month drained 2x, the other time he was near death again. Totally unresponsive , eyes rolled back. However they brought him back, along with prayers. But he's brought back just to suffer more. He was discharged from the hospital 2 days ago they didn't say much just it's going to get worse. He has to go back every 2 days for iv shots of antibiotics. He is swollen, they should have drained him again before releasing him. I also work so he always needs something just before i head to work. I often wonder if he does that so i don't go to work.Work is actually a break away from all of it aside from paying bills.
Now he also has a rash all over his body which looks like eczema, what is this from? Another question i ask is he's had every symptom except Jaundice. I've been told that in some they turn a dark color. Is this true and why has he not turned yellow. There was a time when he looked a pasty color.As well he has a huge growth coming out of his bellybutton. I thought it was a hernia but nurses said something else. It is so hard being caregiver to a dying loved one..this is the 4th loved one i've been with till their day came and i watched them pass. So even though i'm prepared i find myself getting angry,impatient and honestly wishing the day would hurry up and i know others feel the same way AT TIMES when it gets overwhelming. I think i would leave if he had family to help come care for him. I can't even get away to the store he has to come with me when all i want to do is have some time for myself.