After nearly 11months post , another tumer appears

Well I am 11 months post transplant , had some pain in my stomach , whilst having another endoscopie 14 June , on there way out they found another growth in my osephagus, I'm gutted so awaiting results , maybe kemo and sergery and more kemo , if operable , I was doing so well

[dckimberly]

Hi there! I'm so very sorry to hear about your news.

I know it gets harder..you think you have a problem solved and your on your way, only to find out there is something unexpected around the corner.

I think for me, knowing that I'm powerless in so many ways, and accepting that, has been really hard...feeling defeated yet again. It can be super depressing.

But I also know there are things I can choose to do that can help. And sometimes that's even harder. Like do I really want to drag myself out of bed and use my energy, again, to try and get better.

I, like you, was recently told that there is something wrong. For me it's mechanical.

But I have also been gutted, and, well, angry. I feel like yelling, No, I don't want to go through this all over again.

I know it's really hard right now, but while awaiting your results, try and focus on the good things..like you have been doing well, and that's good if you have to get ready to fight again, you know?

And do something good for you. Maybe a bubble bath, or a hike in the woods.

Cheering you on, and thinking good thoughts for you!

Xxx

Kimberly

[Hidden in reply to dckimberly]

Thank you Kimberly for your thoughts , I'm also sorry for your bad news aswell . Let s se what next Wednesday brings x

[PCBnPBC]

Bob280715 so sorry to hear of your issues. What a hammer blow after getting through transplant, I cant imagine how you feel. I wish you strength in every way, sounds like you have another fight on your hands, please post on here to keep us informed of progress, at least we have an inkling of your position even if most of us have not been in your exact position. Good luck.

[Hidden in reply to PCBnPBC]

Hey mate thanks for your concern , I'm gutted , but got to get on with it keep you informed mate

[Jahida]

Bob, I'm so saddened to read this. I am still wishing you the best and praying for another miracle. Such a sad journey this can be for us with our unpredictable health worries

Please try to keep us updated

[Hidden in reply to Jahida]

Thanks for that jahida , got my results Wednesday at Birmingham