Finally had a catch up with the specialist after two and a half yrs!! Saw a new Dr and she said that that she is 99% sure that I haven't got cirrohis!!!!! She has arranged for an ultrasound, which she herself will perform. I HAVE LIVED WITH THE GUILT FOR OVER TWO YRS THINKING THAT I HAD SLOWLY KILLED MYSELF!! I have suffered from depression, came out of a relationship because I didn't want him to go through seeing me die slowly, have not worked and abandoned my dreams. I don't know if I'm happy or extremely annoyed. I lost my career and confidence.