I had an endoscopy recently and ever since I've not felt too well.
I decided I'd had enough of feeling like death all the time not sleeping Moody as hell no appetite I'd go Upto 5 days with nothing because I was always sick if I are always constipated and forgetful as hell even forgetting mid conversation what I was saying.
My gp Is useless and my appointments for consultations canceled by them not me I decided to stop taking anymore pills until I see my specialist in 3 Weeks.
I stopped 9 days ago i'm gaining far not retaining water I sleep go to the loo regular and without pain I eat loads i'm less forgetful sleep normally look human instead of grey and i'm happier in myself whatever that means.
I don't really know whether i'm harming myself or not but all I do know is the hideous sideeffects of the mammoth amounts of tablets I took daily I used to suffer terribly with have miraculously disappeared.
Ill be honest I'd given up hope of ever feeling anything like I used to bit I do and day by day I can feel myself getting stronger.
I have decompensated cirrhosis self inflicted so sympathy I don't expect but all I ever have done is follow the rules not drank ever are proper good when I had the appetite since suffering massive blood loss and little chance of surviving the night more than once following a ridiculous binge lasting years following a massive breakdown and should my consultation goes as well.as I feel now I hope that it is possible for people with this terrible condition can survive without relying on the awful pills and side effects that come with them until the inevitable does happen......