Hi lovely ladies I am due my oncology review tomorrow and hopefully it will be straight forward and I will be discharged back to my local hospital for monitoring. As the appointment has got closer I have been feeling sick with not fear I don't think, but sheer panic. Because nobody has looked at my breast for 3 months since the radio finished I've allowed it to creep back in its box and not bother me, I've even started to feel a little bit normal again. But the fear is banging on the box to be let out again which demonstrates how fragile that feeling of normality is. It's like going back to waiting for the biopsy results again. Legs are like jelly and per enact wave of sickness again Anybody else felt like this?